My husband hasn't read with me since about day 15. I can't deny that I wish that were not the case. I think I was harboring some kind of anger towards him for it. I shouldn't have, like he has told me countless times he did not commit to reading the Bible in three months; I did.
For completing this I know the Lord will bless me. I guess the mistake I have made is assuming what kind of blessings. I felt that within these 90 days God would bless my house by saving my husband. He would have rapidly developed the desire to seek the Lord and love Him. Unfortunately, for me, I thought I knew how all of this should occur. And stupidly I tried to make it happen myself. ( Can you say unsuccessful?) My plans are flawed and my thoughts are not just. I am human. I have to leave it God's hands. That is the main lesson I have learned these past 84 days.
The more I trust Him and seek Him and live to glorify Him. The more peace I have and more blessings I receive. I might change receive to recognize because He was blessing me before but I just wasn't paying attention.
Merry Christmas! May God Bless You.
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